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Wednesday, April 15th, 2009   7:13 pm | Author: joan g | Health/Medical, Life |
I’m annoyed, disappointed, disillusioned, saddened, worried, and anxious. I’m probably a lot of other things, too, but I can’t think of them right now because of all this distraction from all the negative feelings I’ve already named.
Life keeps presenting so many challenges. it’s not only the horrible economy; it’s everything–relationships, grey days, rejections, obstacles, you name it.
I know this isn’t a very specific description because sometimes feelings relate to so many diverse and converging disturbances. All I know is that I yearn for a clear head, a single vision, a defined goal that will actually bring happiness. And if only I knew what happiness is–for how the hell can I aim for it if I don’t even know what it is?
Enough for today. My poor clouded brain is tired. I’m not annoyed, really; I just feel that my spirit is diminishing daily. Is it just old age?